I've been kinda down in the dumps lately, So my mother In Law said that she listens to K-Love on her Laptop through out the day and it keeps her going....So I tried it out starting last night...I love the songs they play. They are all very much my style of worship music....I turned it on from my laptop and layed down in bed. Jeremy layed in my arm and fell asleep (as usual) and then I just closed my eyes to relax and began to just pray. For him, for me, for us as a couple, Our family and friends, everyone and anything I thought of to pray for. Of course then I began to cry, I don't really know why, I guess I was just touched but the music and talking with God. I used to pray all the time but somewhere along the way I lost sight of all that is important in this world. And that is that without God we are nothing and although non of us are perfect we should consistently be trying as hard as we can to live for him and yearn to be more like him everyday. Sometimes its hard to trust God and live for him and continuity thank him for everything in your life. But thats what we have to do, we have to thank him thru the good and even through the bad because even if we can see it right then, or understand why, it doest matter because there is a reason why we are being put in that situation. Because God knows what is going to happen before it even is a thought in our minds and he has a plan. Right now I just pray that God shows me what my plan is. What is it that he wants me to do in my life. I am trying really hard to get back to where I used to be with God. Because he never left me I left him and I believe he has been waiting for me to come back to him all this time. So God I am listening, Tell me what it is you want of me and I will listen. You are an amazing God and you do amazing things in so many peoples lives. Every time I breath I want it to be you that I breath. This song just came on K-Love and it touched me. I hope you enjoy it and it blesses you too.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=749vgSSWpwk
Big Daddy Weave - Every Time I Breathe
From the album Every Time I Breathe
I am sure all of heaven�s heard me cry
As I tell You all the reasons why
This life is just too hard
But day by day
Without fail
I�m finding everything I need
And everything that You are
To me
Chorus:
Every time I breathe You seem a little bit closer
I never want to leave
I want to stay in Your warm embrace
Oh basking in the glory shining from Your face
And every time I get another glimpse of Your heart
I realize it�s true
That You are so marvelous God
And I am so in love with You
Now how could I after knowing One so great
Respond to You in any way
That�s less than all I have to give
But by Your grace I want to love You not with what
I say
But everyday
In a way that my life is lived
Chorus:
Wrapped in Your mercy I want to live and never leave
I am held by how humble
Yet overwhelmed by Your majesty
Captured by grace and now I�m finding
I am free
You are marvelous God
And knowing You is everything
Chorus:
We'll be chattin'
Heather xo
